A Boring Summer?

I guess this got old quickly for me. I will probably post every two weeks? maybe not idk. IT SEEMS I HAVE GIVEN UP?? Jeez, future me would be disappointed. I mean I can practice writing here? Maybe. Well i honestly don't know.  I either will never post again, or I will.

I love the electric feeling that you get before storms. And it's the first summer storm. There was another deer outside my window, could it be the same one from that day? I could never know. The gray dullness that the clouds portray across the outside made the forest look a bit more magical, a bit more whimsical and just a bit more melancholic. The wind would pick up at times but then disappear and the trees would remain still. And in an instant I blinked and it began to rain. Heavy raindrops that the clouds were struggling to keep inside. Before this happened you could see the sunsets glow beyond the trees. The clouds blocked it and instead made it glow a little bit, like there was a powerful light in the woods. And before it started to rain was the first time in a long time that I stared enough to see fireflies. I missed them. I love stormy days just because I can feel more and think more easily, rather than just a normal day with no clouds. It's very nice and I hope to see i

You know what I hate. I hate it when people just care, after something bad has happened. Like, if someone had committed suicide. All these people come out saying "Oh, I wish i'd been there for them" and crap like that. Why after? Where were you when they were hurting? Why not just be a good person all the time instead of being a good person after something bad happens. Why do people do that? You need a slap in the face just to realize something is wrong? WHY? I wish people would just realize their errors and just be a good person, you see someone alone, you go to them instead of being at their funeral saying "I wish i'd been there." Just be a good person all the time, it's not hard.

this show is absolute genius, i am in love with it. I have nothing else to do or anyone to talk to so I just fill my time with shows. I love the plot and everything about it, but what I love most is the music with it. I love Irene Adler's theme, it's so beautiful and its just..aAAH ITS SO GOOD>3

It is morning where I am, but if it isn't where you are, well good early morning, good afternoon, good night, good evening??? just good daY! I mean, there's not many people from different countries, so I don't know why I would include that, I mean..I JUST WANNA FEEL LIKE I HAVE AN AUDIENCE FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. That's fun to think about. Also, I read a theory that Sherlock (A very good tv show)  may just be a dream from a dog. I swear to god if it is, I will kill myself. I am joking, obviously but maybe I shouldn't, it's a very real concept. This morning was nice, it wasn't devastatingly hot like yesterday was, it was instead a bit cooler, and I with it, a bit less angry. I hope this will be a good day and not a boring one like yesterday. Now to a next subject...MY DOUBTS. There's so many things a doubt can do, excuse me from going personal, not only can doubt be a bomb af song, but it can just tear you apart in anxiety and worry. I doubt way too

and now there is glitter everywhere. great.

I stole my brothers green slime and it is very addictive. You know those slimes you get in those tiny capsules. IT'S VERY SQUISHY AND SATISFYING and it came in a garbage can thingy so i can relate to it. It's only a small dooble so there's only so much you can do with it. I made a lasso and handcuffs. IT'S PRETTY gREAT. I put glitter in it so now its sparkly and nice. im such a child, jesus christ.

Dear Friends, I cannot keep a conversation. I'm sorry if im uninteresting and it's just a half ass convo like "Hey" "How are you" There are just some days where i just don't have anything to talk about. But now i haven't had anything to talk about for 4 days. I am losing fRIENDS DANG IT. What happened to my magical ability to pull random topics out of my ass, I will never know. I need interesting topics and I need to be engaging for people to waNT to talk to me but im just NOT. I want to talk to people but I cANT. mmmmmmmmmmm predicament. and instead of doing anything im just updating this terrible blog.

Do you ever just take a nap and dream an absolutely wonderful dream, a dream in which what you truly desired came true and then you just open your eyes. Realizing that its just not true and this is reality. You hear the noises of daily life still going and you just lay there. Because sAME.

I like indie. Yes, it's hipstery but it's also nICE. I will recommend you a band that I love dearly and that is Florist. heres a link to their bandcamp: https://florist.bandcamp.com/album/the-birds-outside-sang My favorite album by them is Holdly. I recommend listening to Living Alone 7 first though, it's a single. A GOOD SINGLE.

Sadly I cant take a picture of it since my phones camera doesn't work, but i promise you that the sky is hecking pretty. The clouds are fluffy and the sky is blue. It always seems from my window that the clouds stay on the left. Never right in front they just stay to the left of my window. So then i just have to lean to see the clouds. There's also a deer outside. It's been there for two days, eating the green plants that are very abundant outside my house. Should i be describing that?? I mean no one can find me, thats pretty general. Everytime I look up at the sky, I always happen to see an animal, like they take shape as one. Maybe it looks like a dogs face looking up, a dragon with its long tail curling. Or a horse galloping along the great expanse of sky. Nice day.

Do you ever wonder what goes on in other peoples lives? All the wonderful things they've experienced and the bad times. Who was there for them? Well, i know what goes on in my life. a whole pile of nOTHING.

No, they arent mine,I WISH THIS SWEETIE WAS but I dont own any pets, sadly. THEY ARE SO HAPPY AND CUTE I LOVE THIS pICTURE

Im sorry if you expected this to be a fancy well written blog, it will probably be just spurts of random posts that can come at any moment?? I mean, I'm entertained by the fact that im actually writing. Maybe if i come up with stories I can post it here. Maybe post some art?? Thats very unlikely, but maybe. Cute pictures of dogs that I find? Cats? Maybe videos i recommend watching. Tv show recs and music recs too. I don't know for sure, this will be all over the place. The next post will be a puppy. enjoy

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So. I've decided to start a blog. BECAUSE I'M BORED. I have dipped this low but come on, it cant be that bad? A place to dump out my thoughts?? Maybe say what I did today and other days to remember? I honestly might forget about this tomorrow, and never update it at all. Or maybe it will become a huge thing in my life. A blog. I mean, I could do other things with my time, but typing is nice, rhythmic and just fun to tap tap tappa tap on the keys aawawawawa. I don't exactly know how this works though. The layout is a bit confusing. BUT I WILL FIGURE IT OUT. Eventually. Hopefully. Probably. Yeah.