A Boring Summer?

Dear Friends, I cannot keep a conversation. I'm sorry if im uninteresting and it's just a half ass convo like "Hey" "How are you" There are just some days where i just don't have anything to talk about. But now i haven't had anything to talk about for 4 days. I am losing fRIENDS DANG IT. What happened to my magical ability to pull random topics out of my ass, I will never know. I need interesting topics and I need to be engaging for people to waNT to talk to me but im just NOT. I want to talk to people but I cANT. mmmmmmmmmmm predicament. and instead of doing anything im just updating this terrible blog.

Do you ever just take a nap and dream an absolutely wonderful dream, a dream in which what you truly desired came true and then you just open your eyes. Realizing that its just not true and this is reality. You hear the noises of daily life still going and you just lay there. Because sAME.

I like indie. Yes, it's hipstery but it's also nICE. I will recommend you a band that I love dearly and that is Florist. heres a link to their bandcamp: https://florist.bandcamp.com/album/the-birds-outside-sang My favorite album by them is Holdly. I recommend listening to Living Alone 7 first though, it's a single. A GOOD SINGLE.

Sadly I cant take a picture of it since my phones camera doesn't work, but i promise you that the sky is hecking pretty. The clouds are fluffy and the sky is blue. It always seems from my window that the clouds stay on the left. Never right in front they just stay to the left of my window. So then i just have to lean to see the clouds. There's also a deer outside. It's been there for two days, eating the green plants that are very abundant outside my house. Should i be describing that?? I mean no one can find me, thats pretty general. Everytime I look up at the sky, I always happen to see an animal, like they take shape as one. Maybe it looks like a dogs face looking up, a dragon with its long tail curling. Or a horse galloping along the great expanse of sky. Nice day.

Do you ever wonder what goes on in other peoples lives? All the wonderful things they've experienced and the bad times. Who was there for them? Well, i know what goes on in my life. a whole pile of nOTHING.

No, they arent mine,I WISH THIS SWEETIE WAS but I dont own any pets, sadly. THEY ARE SO HAPPY AND CUTE I LOVE THIS pICTURE

Im sorry if you expected this to be a fancy well written blog, it will probably be just spurts of random posts that can come at any moment?? I mean, I'm entertained by the fact that im actually writing. Maybe if i come up with stories I can post it here. Maybe post some art?? Thats very unlikely, but maybe. Cute pictures of dogs that I find? Cats? Maybe videos i recommend watching. Tv show recs and music recs too. I don't know for sure, this will be all over the place. The next post will be a puppy. enjoy