A Boring Summer?

I love the electric feeling that you get before storms. And it's the first summer storm. There was another deer outside my window, could it be the same one from that day? I could never know. The gray dullness that the clouds portray across the outside made the forest look a bit more magical, a bit more whimsical and just a bit more melancholic. The wind would pick up at times but then disappear and the trees would remain still. And in an instant I blinked and it began to rain. Heavy raindrops that the clouds were struggling to keep inside. Before this happened you could see the sunsets glow beyond the trees. The clouds blocked it and instead made it glow a little bit, like there was a powerful light in the woods. And before it started to rain was the first time in a long time that I stared enough to see fireflies. I missed them. I love stormy days just because I can feel more and think more easily, rather than just a normal day with no clouds. It's very nice and I hope to see i

You know what I hate. I hate it when people just care, after something bad has happened. Like, if someone had committed suicide. All these people come out saying "Oh, I wish i'd been there for them" and crap like that. Why after? Where were you when they were hurting? Why not just be a good person all the time instead of being a good person after something bad happens. Why do people do that? You need a slap in the face just to realize something is wrong? WHY? I wish people would just realize their errors and just be a good person, you see someone alone, you go to them instead of being at their funeral saying "I wish i'd been there." Just be a good person all the time, it's not hard.

this show is absolute genius, i am in love with it. I have nothing else to do or anyone to talk to so I just fill my time with shows. I love the plot and everything about it, but what I love most is the music with it. I love Irene Adler's theme, it's so beautiful and its just..aAAH ITS SO GOOD>3

It is morning where I am, but if it isn't where you are, well good early morning, good afternoon, good night, good evening??? just good daY! I mean, there's not many people from different countries, so I don't know why I would include that, I mean..I JUST WANNA FEEL LIKE I HAVE AN AUDIENCE FROM DIFFERENT COUNTRIES. That's fun to think about. Also, I read a theory that Sherlock (A very good tv show)  may just be a dream from a dog. I swear to god if it is, I will kill myself. I am joking, obviously but maybe I shouldn't, it's a very real concept. This morning was nice, it wasn't devastatingly hot like yesterday was, it was instead a bit cooler, and I with it, a bit less angry. I hope this will be a good day and not a boring one like yesterday. Now to a next subject...MY DOUBTS. There's so many things a doubt can do, excuse me from going personal, not only can doubt be a bomb af song, but it can just tear you apart in anxiety and worry. I doubt way too

and now there is glitter everywhere. great.

I stole my brothers green slime and it is very addictive. You know those slimes you get in those tiny capsules. IT'S VERY SQUISHY AND SATISFYING and it came in a garbage can thingy so i can relate to it. It's only a small dooble so there's only so much you can do with it. I made a lasso and handcuffs. IT'S PRETTY gREAT. I put glitter in it so now its sparkly and nice. im such a child, jesus christ.